empty.

sorry and thank you.

sorry for being such a jerk. to all of you. i'll change. i'll change.. forgive me. thank you for bursting my bubble too. my head bloats quickly and i float away. of course, having the shotgun banged in your face isnt the most pleasant thing to have. but it was most effective. :) i see the light.

u know, being anchored firmly onto a rock has another meaning to me. 1. bring me back down. 2. u're holding me back down. but i'll believe the first visualisation. 2. would bring a whole new meaning to being on fighting on the same plane. whee.

well, it's been almost like a month since my last post. when everything was dandy. or so it seemed. i'm just glad the fog has cleared and the real enemy has been revealed. FINALS! haha.

so i face another problem. as with life anyway. i had reasonably good results in a general opinion, but a brilliant trial results by my own personal opinion. hmm.. so with that, i feel complacency setting in. bummer. work work. agh. then i finally get to go home. for a couple of months. then i fly back south. ah well.

till then, tata and again, sorry and thank you.

thank you. :)

my laptop's back up! woohoo! internet access never felt so good. withdrawal symptoms. heh. i recently read a friend's blog and well, she had some points on her post which actually got me. going. what is this thing u call "deep thinking"? first things first, i think i oughta apologise for that previous post where i said something about "making it a personal challenge... to prove that..." now, to who? what am i doing this for? why am i doing this? satisfaction. i don't get this much action in kiwiland. second, i know better than to argue with her. i don't humiliate people in public. ha. nah, jokes. seriously, she's way out of my league ;) yeah, but flattery gets you nowhere. unless u're looking for a pay rise. of which, i'm not getting one. gee.

sleep, eat, work, eat, work, eat, and eat, and eat again, then sleep. that's a day's blueprint. let's keep it that way. :) yes i would, if i only could, i surely would.

sidenote: hooked on simon and garfunkel. don't ask me why. they're brilliant. :)

judgemental. human nature? i guess. but we don't make good judges. but we still judge. hm. cute. somehow i link someone being extremely judgemental and a hardcore gossiper. man. i've gotta get myself in order. after exams... yeah right. almost like sorting out your moral values after you're wiped off this face of the earth. what i need now is someone to punch me awake so i can go to sleep. so i need a punchline.

we try too hard.

ouch. i can't think of anything. just brain-dead. haha, exhaustion from first paper already?! my gosh. think it's just rustiness. brilliant. i'll throw in something later. a punch would be good. laters.

edit: 2 minutes later... yeah that's why i couldn't think of anything. we try too hard. let it be (think it sounds nicer than "whatever". haha..)

u know how when u think of a deep thinker, u get the idea that well, there's this dark, musky atmosphere. and philosophy is well, deep and his moral values are more or less screwed up? i've taken up a personal challenge to go against this current and prove that being philosophical doesn't have to be "dark". i am, a generally light-hearted lad. and maybe it'll do everyone some good if it gets passed around. almost like food in a picnic basket. pass it around and everyone's happy eh? hehe. oh yes, and i've decided to put my bible into that basket too. so whatever u get, is from the scriptures. yes, i believe in spiritual wisdom. not man's wisdom which is extremely unreliable and misleading. i believe in being bright. :)

on another note, my laptop broke down for at least this weekend. hopefully the dell guy will come on monday to fix it for me then i can get online again! i'm currently freeloading off my friend's internet time but oh what the heck. she's on broadband. so.. :D i sense a longer post.

u know fellas, yesterday i was looking at the calender and found that i have about 6 weeks left in auckie. which is really short if u ask me. and i remember 6 weeks before i went back to sg in july, i was so darn excited and well, literally counting the days off. don't get me wrong, not (Pink Elephant!) that i'm not (Pink Elephant!) excited to come back home, it's just that there's this bittersweet element that affects me this time. (btw, do two pink elephants make no pink elephants? haha..) in one year, lots have happened and i guess friendship just has been built and strengthened really quickly. as most of u may know, i most probably won't be in auckie next year and be in melbie. oh wella. i'm used to leaving things behind. done and undone. all i take with me are 3 things: my things, memories, and the address book (to look up u people next time... keke...) maybe i'm just not having the end in sight because of the exams. so much to fight for, so little time to sharpen my swords. oh dear.

yupsie doosies. anyway,

"The sun has one kind of splendor, the moon another and the stars another; and star differs from star in splendor. " 1 Corinthians 15:41

we have our different kinds of splendor. that's why we'll meet somewhere down the road. as usual,

meet you at the crossroads!

a good friend once asked me, more times than once. why do i have to go? 2 choices here. 1. say "why not?" and kill the conversation. 2.just answer the question. so why do i have to go? well, i replied, cuz i have to. and i decided that it didn't really help much. so here's my reply. it is merely, the nomad moves as his herd goes. to greener pastures. not necessarily for his own good. but for the good of his herd. in short, for the greater good. yeah i know, sounds like some standard answer u hear on beauty pageants (but ain't i beauty in itself? :P) i believe that sometimes people come into your life, to grace the occasion. rarely do people stay to grace your life. it'll be nice if they did though. but that is, such, the life of mine. it's been a nice 10 months people. almost 10. 9. but anyhow, it's been really an experience. learnt things that would have otherwise kept me in denial. it won't be as sad as u think it would be. trust me on this: not long from now, u would look back and go, jason-who?

we go on separate roads, sadly. hopefully i'll meet a familiar face through that journey. boy, would that be exciting. superficially, we are to different destinations. wherever God would take us. but then again, wherever God would take us, is back to the same place. so yeah. i'm not gone. i don't wanna be. just yet.

on a lighter note, everyone's going botak! latest fad i guess. but i don't think they'll be in time for the next trend when u need the hair. mwahaha.. like. braids. mmm.... i want curls. :P i guess that will be somewhat symbolic of my path ahead. curly. see you at the crossroads!

Your Birthdate: November 22

While sometimes employing unorthodox approaches, you are capable of handling large scale undertakings. You assume great responsibility and work long and hard toward completion. Often, especially in the early part of life, there is rigidity or stubbornness, and a tendency to repress feelings. Idealistic, you work for the greater good with a good deal of inner strength and charisma. An extremely capable organizer, but likely to paint with broad strokes rather than detail. You are very aware and intuitive. You are subject to a good deal of nervous tension.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

yeah. i'm sure. haha. u know, it's AMAZINGLY accurate! yeah right.. y'know, to some extend this will be true to everyone no matter ur bithdate. it's cute ain't it? kinda.. boosts your morale. and gets your head so big that u'll think that u can rule the world. mwahaha.. yeah. someone please please please deflate my ego. i fear flying. away.

culture.

singapore.

"singapore? ahh.. tiny island. part of malaysia ain't it? next to no natural resources, and tyranny as the current political structure was it?" -your friendly neighbourhood ang mo.

ahh.. i guess he/she (not to be sexist) is somewhat correct in that. singapore, yes. a tiny island.. part of malaysia... sadly, no. which is why we're in deep shit. or are we? heh. actually i won't comment on that. i'll probably get shot for that. next to no natural resources. yup. damn right on that. tyranny. ah. so this is what i meant to talk about. no people, no.. please don't get off your chair and leave. please don't change the url to "http://deathball.net/notpron" (which, fyi, is a really great website and loving it.) today, i'm not talking about politics so u can go back to your seat now, thank you. don't worry, i understand that sudden urge to go take a leak when someone mentions politics. heh.

well then, i guess it's fair to say that well, as far as i don't like what is going on in Singapore with what i like to call "generalisation". I'm sure there's a term for this but. yeah. This is where singapore dudes are known to be your stereotypical geek with a bilingual ability but no ability whatsoever to express him/herself. No offense there (Pink Elephant! :P), but I see it true in most parts of Singapore's population. pretty sad. but hey, Singapore is prosperous and it is blooming, and i think it really truly represents what it means to be a people's nation. so Singapore is, well, and should be, very proud of its Tyrants. Roar. In your face, ang mo!

ah screw that. why did i even start? it's 3am in the morning and. my goodness. jason, you're not even thinking rationally! but well, the moral of the story which i meant to convey to all Singaporeans back home, please please do not take anything for granted. rather, everything. sure, things may be a little rigid back home. things may be a lil tight back there, but hang in there. You DO after all, have a shelter over your head, food on the table, and a nice physical body to work (and pay your dues. heh.) so yeah, be proud, but not arrogant. i've seen it far too often. and it pains me to be even associated with singapore, even though i'm technically no longer a resident of singapore.

ah, just a lil thought of mine. feel much better now. oh yeah, nz is now 5 hours ahead of sg time. so yeah. just a lil side note. anyway, i've decided on my stand. singapore will always be my homeland. even though my passport says otherwise. the passport, is none other, than just another piece of paper. screw that. i'm with singapore. :)


take it, or leave it.

that's hot.

philosophy: the love and pursuit of wisdom. according to many sources which i am too selfish to share with everyone. ha.

love and pursuit of wisdom. sounds a lot like chasing wisdom. which is to me, sounds rather lustful. wisdom is, as i know it, God-given. He can take away as He hath given. it's only for the appropriate situation. so there u go, i' m not your magic genie.. for that matter, anyone's. but yeah, i can be approached, but remember, whatever i tell you, is merely the voice of man. there is a higher power. much much higher power. since this is merely man's wisdom, u could a) obey what i just say cuz i'm so highly revered. or b) ignore this message since i'm the foolish one. ah, either way u're listening to me. smart eh? heh. that was dumb.

i've got a week of my hols (or so-called) left to brush up on my material for the exams. so how? study lor. but u think so easy isit? ya i think so too. just WHACK la. hahaha.. for that matter, i know everyone back in sg are facing their eoys and promos and Os/As . so all the best for your respective exams people!! study hard and take care! God bless you all!

talking of stupid...

anyone knows how to fix that separate the tables in the navigation area? any tech-savvy chicks wanna help this 16/m/nz guy? ha. thanks fellas. :)

stupidity.

penny for your(my) thoughts:

stupid is as stupid does.

stupidity begets stupidity. so don't complain.

stupidity is like your common flu. somehow we'll always get it.

ah. 3 pennies. what can i get for that eh?


alas, i am. but a fool.

run forrest, run!

watched forrest gump this morning. and started wondering.

is life so complicated as it SHOULD be? maybe it's just that we make it sophisticated. as humans become "smarter" we become more and more complex in our thinkings, coming up with new stuff. that well, changes life of the whole human race and beyond. for better, or for worse. either way, it does mess things up. well, think about it, the technology advances that we enjoy nowadays, is the fruit of the labour of brilliant, bright blokes. maybe i'm being ungrateful, taking things for granted, but hey, i could survive without them. i could have a simple life. as it should have been all along. as it should be.

but since we know that in this quirky world where wrong is wrong, and right is still wrong, it's flawed, undoubtedly. who's complaining though? :P shame on you, you hypocrite!

yeah. i love forrest gump. it's just human.

stupid kiwi. oh well. stupid is as stupid does.

let it be.

time.

moments. precious moments.

we hold on to them,
our only records of the past.

sweet, bitter. anger, soothe. ups, downs. love, hate. happy, sad.

the very emotions that make us what we are. hold on to them honey.
for it's what we have to ourselves. just us.

i'll hold on to them. next year, year after, years to come. it is, after all, my precious.


Thank you everyone for the memories, the experience, the hospitality. the everything.

I love you all.

time. will tell.

drawing the line.

u'll think that they would naturally be filled with what we call nowadays "sensitivity". being ladies, they have often criticised the lesser sex for being insensitive. but look at me. i'm living proof, that , my friends, guys can be shattered too. really easily. i know how. you know how. now would you do it? apparently so. i may be stereotyping ladies as being delicate creatures. but it's for the greater good. performing the golden rule of "do not unto others what you do not want others do to you". i thought that was so. maybe not. shot in the foot my friends. and i don't even have crutches to help me back up. cute.

maybe i'm just trying too hard. to hold it all together. like carrying a heap tablespoon of sugar, and inevitably drop a few grains. to lose something that sweet. no matter. it's still another speck in a countless amount in the world. now to find it. it's not that easy. i rather pick up the same dot of sugar than to find another one. guess that's how the world is. we don't want changes. but it comes. undoubtedly. heck. i'm a whiner.

it's like holding a wine glass. You grapple it, but if you try too hard, it shatters in your hands. You lose everything and maybe a finger or two. You hold it, but if you don't try hard enough, it slips off your hand, lands with a loud thud, shatters yet again, and this time lose a toe or two. ha. tough luck. your choice. or rather, my choice.

sorry.

i'm sorry. it doesn't solve anything i know. but i feel it too. i know how it is. facing realities is hard i know. sigh. i'm sorry.




but please don't give up. i'm still here for you.

when the job went all wrong..

so we sat there, watching Ocean's Eleven. we just witnessed a perfect job done. planned and executed brilliantly. picture perfect. irony of it all was that, it wouldn't be such a fab job. it was rather, disastrous. yup. oh yeah. it seemed like as it went through the tube, the whole effect would be twisted. whole way through. eleven eh? freakily, there are eleven (or so) of us. gee.

ah well, no point ranting. i'm not gonna point fingers. except myself. ha. but let it be. we have one more day to redeem ourselves. the final job. ready to finish this ladies? i know i am. let's go.

ladies and gentlemen, to entertain ourselves tonight, we'll be playing russian roulette. 1 bullet, 6 shots. the lucky winner will get a bullet through the head. so let's get this started and let's see who's lucky number one (to be shot) !

it's me.

the dark horse.

He leadeth me, He leadeth me,
By His own hand He leadeth me;
His faithful follower I would be,
For by His hand He leadeth me.

Through the seasons of my life. winter, spring, summer and fall. I will walk with Him


The underdog title. i don't know why. but somehow i love it. i love being the dark horse. never the favourites. weird me. :) under-rated, under-estimated and misunderstood. but i accept it. and loving it all the way. for that's how God trains me to do His will. :)

cheerios people!

i'm gonna grow.

i'm gonna grow. grow strong. grow much stronger. in spirit. Thank you Lord. I love you.

spring~

spring is in the air! Whee~ Makes me just wanna dance.. dance.. sing. :D

spring. sense of new life. traditionally assumed to be the fresh beginning. leaving all behind, starting afresh. ah. i like. :D

hmm.. maybe it's just that God sent an angel into my life and i feel all new again. circumsized. moulted. brand new start!! and it's getting warmer and warmer~!! wee~

to all have been religiously visiting my blog and time to time again being so disappointed with a lack of posts, i'm so sorry. but auckie is just so damn boring!!! haha.. true ma.. so school is almost in full swing again. and people shuffling about now. gotta run go help joan and steph move house. cant wait to see their new place la.. sounds really swell.. hee..

later!

jamie.

so last night was the latest/earliest i've stayed out in Auckland, to celebrate Moayed Jamie's birthday!! hehe.. she was uber shocked la. must have been really touching to have sucha revelation. so yeah. it went really really nicely. smooth operation i may add. cross cultural co-operation. cool. oh yeah. one thing is that the arabians are really a hospitable bunch. nicee peeps. ;) ah well. came home at 2.30am when was supposed to get back at 12.30 :S not in trouble. *yet* haha... then heard there was this fire alarm.. that's why it kinda helped us stall for time... which was good.. heh.

anyway, thoughts have gone thru my head and gone. nothing much. just. realisations. no big deal eh? anyway, i love you. i'll be home soon honey. :)

a week on eh?

so im here. back again. all alone. in the wilderness, uh, in the urban city of auckland. sort of. ha.

ah well. life here is almost at full swing again. i still havent adapted to the time change and super sleepy now. woot. sleepy me. or was it just lazy me? ah well. sleepy and lazy jace going to sleep now. have fun peeps. :)

love ya! ;)

update: i just realised i didnt make much sense. ah well. i'll blog properly later. :D

Out of my Head..

Fastball-Out of my Head

Sometimes I feel
Like I am drunk behind the wheel
The wheel of possibility
However it may roll
Give it a spin
See if you can somehow factor in
You know there's always more than one way
To say exactly what you mean to say
Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an indication
It was hard to find
Don't matter what I say only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
So quiet but I finally woke up
If you're sad then its time you spoke up too

i.. can't.

i can't let go either.




i can't. i just can't.

confident.

i feel fresh. i feel alive. i feel motivated. how about you? thanks mom. i can do it.

life goes on. :)

okay, this is a poem from my dear momma which i have in reply...

6 years of acquaintance,
6 days of saying hello louder and clearer.
a few days and you'll be gone,
for another unknown frame of time.
maybe 2 years , or 10,
or never coming back.
its going to be hard saying goodbye.
no doubt tears will flow and time cleans the slate.
but thank you for all your precious time,
even if the memories fade.

Dear mum,
it has been 6 days to catch up on 6 years. not really appropriate? yeah. but best we could do. :) anyway, i've been away for what, 6 months, going away for another 6 months in 6 days, then i'll be back for 6 weeks. after which, i'll be gone hopefully for at most 6 years, then maybe for life. i really wish so. again mum, thank you for those past 6 days where u have spent like 6 hours with me, making me feel like 6 again. heh. or 16. i don't know why, but i just love the number 6. or maybe someone else does too ;) anyway, that was really lousy gimmick. forgive me. anyhow, i'll miss you much. very much. may God bless you in all your future endevours. Grow old along with me, The best is yet to be!

P.S I know it's not by coincidence that 6/6 is also the Queen's birthday. ;) it shows.

Yours, with love,
Sonny boy,
Jace

btw fellas, this goes out to all of you. i'll miss you guys. really much. :'(

laziness. is a virtue. eat that.

my brethren, before i start, let me leave with you, a word to be scared in your hearts forever, never to be forgotten. laziness. is a virtue.

ha. it's true btw.

singapore

singapore. :)

singapore.

singapore. :)

pimp this you pimp. ha.

1 month on.

1 month on, plenty has happened. depression has set in, and during that time, i drowned myself. thankfully i was still thinking and drowned in coffee and not smoke. ha. coffee has become my thing now. hopefully when u think coffee, u think jace. but heck. the thing is, it's over now! all over! and im feeling gooood... 6 days till i get home. cant wait. really cant wait man. heh. ah well. if u're reading this, u can bet ur lil ass that i've got something for u when i get back to singapore! haha. i know u guys are all itchy now, wondering what it is.. but hey, that's why it's a surprise geddit? hmm. im losing it. tata!

~jace-

quiz thingy.

~~ the quiz thingy..

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Jason
2. Jace
3. Raisin. wtf.

THREE FOUR SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. jace-
2. jaceON
3. silent sufferer
4. scum. how could i forget that?

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my hair. cute hair. don't touch~
2. my thighs. don't ask me why tho. :P
3. i'm fat. :D

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. um.. i'm pretty grateful with what i have thank you. :)
2.
3.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. calmness from my grandma
2. ability to think rationally (?!) from my parents
3. i'm chinese.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. my ego.
2. feeling empty.
3.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. love. neccesity.
2. peeps. definitely.
3. you. positively.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. some bright blue fila tee shirt.
2. nice jeans.
3. um. my ah-pek singlet.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. Carole King
2. Kenny G
3. Stevie Wonder

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. Seals & Crofts - Summer Breeze
2. Tracy Chapman - Fast Car
3. Carole King - Up On The Roof

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Love.
2. Love.
3. Love.

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. I miss singapore.
2. I'm addicted to coffee.
3. I'm smart.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. nice legs. ;)
2. eyes.
3. radiance.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. bumming.
2. sleeping.
3. msn-ing

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. hug my dad.
2. chew gum
3. take a crap. oops. :)

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. lawyer
2. banker
3. loan-shark

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Scandinavia. yeah. the whole thing. ha.
2. Changi, Singapore. (ha. right.)
3. Cape Town, South Africa

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. Emmanuel
2. Thomas
3. Jacob

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. tell my kids im not going anyway too far, u'll see me soon. in heaven. ;)
2. settle the funeral cost.
3. eat laksa.

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. i eat, drink, breath football.
2. i pee standing up.
3. i won't shut up.

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. i get emotional easily.
2. i cry.
3. i won't shut up.

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. brandon!!!
2. justin(da)
3. amy momma!

THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. all u peeps. not that i care either. but i'm singaporean. and i follow rules. ha.
2.
3.

kickass.

kickass. that's all i can say. it was totally kickass. jazz was the chizzles. lemme c, i went with jamie and daniel to ze big thingy at town hall. they had a brilliant ensemble, the saxophones carrying most of the melody, and great backup with the trombones and trumpets. effective use of the instruments. the pianist and bass was really great. but i could say the brass was a little too heavy. hehe. what a hypocrite. but hey, it was still REALLY REALLY GREAT! cant really rmb the peeps playing the stuff. but the drummer, was really Fabulous. left us all dumbstruck. he definitely stole the limelight. no doubt abt that. pity the other fellas tho.. hahaha.. oh yeah, drummer was steve smith.. hehe.. really worth my 25 bux. oops, sorry. was worth at least 60-70 bux. i kinda ripped them off! ahahaha.. their fault.. ;)

anyway, liverpool won the champions league. like anyone didnt know that. it's everywhere. i cant say more. stupendous. thrilling. really stunning stuff. true representation of courage and the strength of the 12th man. cheers man.. still rmb pple laughing at me last yr when i said liverpool would win the champions league. shit. now if only i took up singapore pools odds. ahaha.. eh chong, if u're reading this, u suck man. hahaha...

just watched the best bet. rmb that show fellas? singapore show. was kinda okay la. but now miss home like crap. all that coffeeshop concept, bak kut teh. 4D. gee. none here in auckland bros. cant wait to get back. ;) till then, chill out fellas.

out.

balik kampong~

hehe. yay! i'll probably b back in july. hehe. and heard that the trinity peeps are having hols in july and going home then too! yay! kickass man. the whole (gay) gang is back! haha.. yeah well, exams start this friday and i still havent really started studying. :S im screwed.

economics: know nothing abt that. almost nothing. hehe. gotta buck up on that.

accounting: im cool with that. think gotta practise more tho.

statistics: with mrs sarcarstic taking me, still not too bad. hehe. pity her husband tho. haha..

calculus: ...should be fine

im a dreamer? damn right i am. im dreaming about that place called heaven. heard of that? i heard many people say that u need to get some special passport for that.. like u've gotta accept Jesus. cool. but so sad, still so many ppl not picking up that passport. still using socially-accepted passports like money, drugs, hoes/pimps. u get the drift. what happened to the bible? geez. guess that's where we come in huh? let's go muh brothers. let's broadcast the news. the GOOD news. ;)

chill out bros!

3 months!

hm. it has been 3 months eh? left home 3 months ago. that's fast. the game has finally begun, the race is on. teams have been set, alliances and hostilities arise. the clan splinters out, and a new gang is formed. but at the end, u're pretty much alone. ha.. oh well, no big deal. it happens. ;)

on a lighter tone, i was just wondering what it means to blog. so i went to dictionary.com and found that blog is "an online diary; a personal chronological log of thoughts published on a Web page; also called Weblog, Web log" hm. okay. personal chronological log of thoughts... right. so there is to be no rantings, no bitchin, no backstabbing.. hm. okay. just a plain log. log of thoughts. all right.

i woke up at 10.30am this morning, doing my mother's day card. now it's 11.30 and im blogging. wee. later im going out, then play tennis, have dinner abt 7, watch movie in Lance's place, play com for a while then sleep at 12 midnite. ha. what nonsense.. so a blog is just what this paragraph is? like. ha. webster needs some new guy to define these new-age terms. guess the fellas r gettin a lil old now.. hahha..

anyway, zhang n wl's bday are coming up eh? wish u 2 happy bday in advance n tho i cant b w u to celebrate ( like duh.) u know i'll still b partying here. ahaha.. right. hope everyone in singapore is still fine.. the only thing i've heard abt singapore is abt the casino. whoa. it's been approved? so that's like.. so sad. hahaha.. yeah. and i only heard it like 3 days ago? lag sia. haha.. cant wait to b with u guys again. then we'll get the gang re-united. haha.. meanwhile, eat my red shorts. ;)

whoa~!

PRAISE THE LORD!!! wow. what a rollercoaster ride. one big up. a MUCH bigger down, and now to the flat land. phew. PRAISE THE LORD INDEED!! alrighty! will post again later. hehe..

whoa!

wow! what a weekend.. it's been a wild wild weekend. hehe. cant tell u fellas tho. ;) well, all u oughta know is i feel great. brilliant. exhuberant. hyper. :) well, easter's coming, and it marks Jesus' death on the cross for our sins and his resurection. 2005 years ago. eventful huh. well, mum n dad, jie, gor gor all coming down this weekend. thursday actually. so can wait ya.. gonna b fun! going up to bay of islands and stuff. wee.. btw, for u sporean peeps, just to let ya know, nz is now 4 hours ahead of spore. daylight saving ended like on sunday. so yeah. cool. im like nearer home now. hahaha...

rock on. and keep on moving. keep fighting. no excuses. like how a scrum just pushes through. scrum. u guys gotta b like that. u cant take it sliding back. push on. there's a whole road ahead which needs ur plowing. gogogo. :)

cya peeps!

heh

yet another day. woke up 9am this morning, to find that my apartment really reeks of some foul smell. thought it was the dishes, so grudgingly, i went to do the dishes, even after brian promising to do so.. haha.. so oh well, i did it anyway, and it still stinks. was wonderin what it was.. *sniff*. nope. not here.. *snifff* not here either. lol. so was quite frustrated and decided to go to school first. after school, came home, still stinks, so i stayed in my room to play com. heh.. so free ah.. after abt an hour, brian came home, told him the bloody place stinks even after washing the dishes. "why did u wash the dishes?"

"why not?? bloody stinky ma.. haha.. still stinks btw."

"the milk?"

*jason opens fridge door* oh fk!!! super stink. yeah... so yan and william helped me to clean it up.. now it smells good.. almost as good as my body odour. ahah. so now's cool ass. nice n clean..

anyway, gonna start a band! i think.. haha... hope jamie's not reading this.. lol. but yeah. jamie came up w this idea last nite. and i offered to b songwriter. brilliant. and i'm out of inspiration. heh. listening to michael learns to rock to get some ideas. hehe..

but as to the lyrics i've gotten so far.. c if this is any good and tell me any improvements that can be made ok?

Draft 1: Thought of a sentimental song. so wrote the first paragraph. kinda failure tho. cant find anything. heh.. but i'll keep it for now

Your eyes are barely open,
yet i see the glit-ter in yourr eyes.
I see the truth in you,
when you stare right back at me like that.

Draft 2: Maybe a christian song. so here goes..

We were bound by shackles
to the bondage of our sins.
You came to earth, set Yourself on the cross,
to snap those chains effortlessly.

Now that I'm free,
I shall be - a living testimony
to show the world your Greatness
To be, a soldier of the King of Kings!

Now that I'm free,
I shall be- the light of the world
to show the world your glory
To serve, as a fighter of Christ's!

hmm. 3 stanzas. not bad for one period huh. but spent some of it talking to jac. heh. so abt an hour for all that. but gotta work sia. and we need pple in the band.. if there is one. ahaha.. till then, c u guys!

jace

ello peepos!

hmm.. nice blog. whose is this anyway? hahahaa... ego sia.. so it's a tuesday. the week's gone by quick. in no time it's friday. accounting test. boo~~ but then again, it's the day i wake up! got back my stats results.. 37/40. heh.. but it was super ez la.. bet lotsa peeps got like higher than me.. but it's not like i care anyway.. haha..

easter's coming! yay! why? 1. Christ died for us and rose again! yay! what a blessing man.. 2. everyone's coming down to ak! mum, dad, jie jie n me gor gor. haha.. cant wait man! it'll b a BOMB! weE~~!! haha.. yeah. im starting to miss singapore now. after quite a while. just as predicted. which was i will enjoy so much that i'll start feeling homesick in march. and feel better in late march, and in may i should b most terrible. feeling like shit. oh well. till then.. hehe.. gotta enjoy life! yeah.. this is so cool ass. anyway, listening to this old song. I Can See Clearly Now. the version by Jimmy Cliff. nice song. :)

I Can See Clearly Now
Jimmy Cliff
(Cool Runnings Soundtrack)

I can see clearly now the rain is gone
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind
It's gonna be a bright, bright sunshinin' day
It's gonna be a bright, bright sunshinin' day

I think I can make it now the pain is gone
All of the bad feelings have disappeared
Here is the rainbow I've been praying for
It's gonna be a bright, bright sunshinin' day

Look all around, there's nothing but blue skies
Look straight ahead, there's nothing but blue skies

I can see clearly now the rain is gone
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind
It's gonna be a bright, bright sunshinin' day
It's gonna be a bright, bright sunshinin' day
Real, real, real, real bright, bright sunshinin' day
Yeah, hey, it's gonna be a bright, bright sunshinin' day


fits my attitude right now. i feel.. gung-ho. hehe.. yup, will c u guys later! *poof* ;)

yay! new blog!

yay! new blog! i like new stuff. it has that "pureness" thing about it. clean slate. fresh start. and from now on it's sheer hard work. like rock lee. genius in hard work. haha.. yeah. nice huh? check it out! :)